What Im Gonna Tell Her????
She wanted me to tell her all my feelings
all my problems and all my seetings
So can I do it and tell her all of that??
about how my life crashed and my broken heart?
How I used to feel pain and cry at night
how I needed him only to stay by my side
how I cant do anything but sit to remember
what happened at that time and what is in december
Howit felt at my first time I fall in love
and when he said "rose,thats enough"
how I wanted to kill him then I said "NO"
cause he is the first and the last I told him I love you
how it was when he first called and she picked up
and how she struggled with us to make us stop
then when I tried to get him back and fix it
with some letters in my bag and she caught it
can I tell her how much I hated her at that time?
cause she made me love like doing a crime
then when I found a chance to meet him and with me she went
and kept looking around like a message not sent
then I began to survive just to forget
so I let all my dreams with him and left
but im needing someone to love insteat I felt
so a friendship with the light brothers was built
oh my God,how they were so sweet
making me looking forward to the days we meet
and I felt I may be loved again
by one of them..which both of their hearts like a rain
making me happy without lying
took my pain and stop me crying
then she came to tell me what her husband did
and how in seconds he broke what I spent years to build
but no I wont give up..wont let them go
they wont leave me like my love..who did so
I will do my best to keep them with me
even if they knew im not like what they can see
I wondered firstly why they stopped replying me
and if they were playing to see who will get me
as dad says "BOYS LIKE FOXES" you cant know their reality
but I knew them well and understood their personality
you are asking how im gonna tell her about that?
I just need some time to work it out
but gonna keep for my self all my past
cause its not usefull at last
and after all I felt from sadness and pain
it seems like I wont love again
and to all whom are waiting to love me...its a lie
its so easy for me to say "HI" then a "GOOD BYE"
and if you wanna be safe from any broken heart
try to let me go..and now you start
cause me with my love are a dreams for you
so go to another who will love you
I was a beautiful rose with all my sharing
trying to make people love me and make them airing
till that jack came and picked me up
and couldint find anyone behind to help
and then came back with my life which crashed
cause I followed his act and splashed
and the similarties between rose and jack
is that again both wont come back!!!!!!!!!!!!