What Im Gonna Tell Her????


She wanted me to tell her all my feelings

all my problems and all my seetings



So can I do it and tell her all of that??



about how my life crashed and my broken heart?



How I used to feel pain and cry at night



how I needed him only to stay by my side



how I cant do anything but sit to remember



what happened at that time and what is in december



Howit felt at my first time I fall in love



and when he said "rose,thats enough"



how I wanted to kill him then I said "NO"



cause he is the first and the last I told him I love you



how it was when he first called and she picked up



and how she struggled with us to make us stop



then when I tried to get him back and fix it



with some letters in my bag and she caught it



can I tell her how much I hated her at that time?



cause she made me love like doing a crime



then when I found a chance to meet him and with me she went



and kept looking around like a message not sent



then I began to survive just to forget



so I let all my dreams with him and left



but im needing someone to love insteat I felt



so a friendship with the light brothers was built



oh my God,how they were so sweet



making me looking forward to the days we meet



and I felt I may be loved again



by one of them..which both of their hearts like a rain



making me happy without lying



took my pain and stop me crying



then she came to tell me what her husband did



and how in seconds he broke what I spent years to build



but no I wont give up..wont let them go



they wont leave me like my love..who did so



I will do my best to keep them with me



even if they knew im not like what they can see



I wondered firstly why they stopped replying me



and if they were playing to see who will get me



as dad says "BOYS LIKE FOXES" you cant know their reality



but I knew them well and understood their personality



you are asking how im gonna tell her about that?



I just need some time to work it out



but gonna keep for my self all my past



cause its not usefull at last



and after all I felt from sadness and pain



it seems like I wont love again



and to all whom are waiting to love me...its a lie



its so easy for me to say "HI" then a "GOOD BYE"



and if you wanna be safe from any broken heart



try to let me go..and now you start



cause me with my love are a dreams for you



so go to another who will love you



I was a beautiful rose with all my sharing



trying to make people love me and make them airing



till that jack came and picked me up



and couldint find anyone behind to help



and then came back with my life which crashed



cause I followed his act and splashed



and the similarties between rose and jack



is that again both wont come back!!!!!!!!!!!!



Comments

Sudan Fairytale said…
sooooooo cooooool princess of forests!

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