Showing posts from May, 2013

A Broken Soundtrack

Lately,  I've been impatient, counting every second in every hour every day.  Lately, I've been in a phase of disappointment,  where nothing matters .. nothing.   Lately, I Woke up from a dream that I was not dreaming,  to face a world that I don't believe in.  I've lost the reason why I'm here, and I'm so tired of searching.  I've got fed up of sleeping if waking up meant being in the same cycle, with no return.
And lately,  I've lost faith, lost faith in everything .. and everyone,  including myself.  I realized it takes more than me to get what I need, its over my power to make myself happy .. as I thought I can.  
Lately,  I discovered not only that I was mistaken in every choice I made and I regret them all, but also that I only chose them because I had the option .. and ever since, I hated having the option. 
Lately, living in the same routine cycle made me realize that I don't want to go back,  and I'm scared of what is coming because I d…