The ... PrinCesS ... Of ... ForesTs ... !!!

Every Memory iS a SiGn ..... ThaT DefeniTly Once U Were Mine ... I'll Carry U iN My HearT and HolD U iN My MinD, Where U Can Be SaFe ... AwaY From PeoPle's OpiniOns, and WhaT's WronG and WhaT's RiGhT, AwaY From The No0ns Sun RaYs, and The ColD Of The NiGhT, AwaY From ChilDreN's FinGer PrinTs, and PeoPle eYes SiGhT ........ !!!!!!!!

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Notes for a Lady !

Dear lady,

Just for the record,  while you are waiting for him to recognize your existence in his life by simply doing any sort of contact with you whenever he has any spare time to give, please note that he is actually dedicating his full time to another woman.

Dear another woman, while you are enjoying his full attention and bragging to your friends how he can’t stop pouring himself on you, please note that he’s actually ditching another woman he carelessly replaced by you, a woman who -not so long ago- enjoyed the same privileges you have now. 

When he allows you to take a step closer to his world, only then you will start seeing things differently. Will get to see him differently. He’s no longer that man who clings to his phone whispering love words to you, when only you and none else is around. You will get to see him interacting with the world, making decisions, behaving as a human being, and only then, you can say you know a man well.

Always be the one who says “Will Be Right Back” “Talk to you later” or “I can’t talk now, I’m busy”. Because you can either be the time controller, or the waiter.

If he is bored, he will simply leave. Be the one he always look forward to, don’t over do anything, don’t over talk or over silence, don’t over control or over ignore.

Never let him know you well, don’t give him all about you. Let the situations create your behavior, so he cannot predict you at all.

Surprise him with things when he least expect them, and don’t repeat yourself.

Regardless what he says, every man has a past, an experience he promised never to repeat again, or maybe he’s still standing there with some strings attached to that time, to that person. Avoid being a future version of what he'd left/would love to leave behind.

Grasp their eye pulp’s attention. Physical is what gets them the most, they might forget what you said but will never forget how you looked.

Another woman before you owned his heart, mind and soul. He planned a life with another woman, then here you are, getting a second hand mind,  but never a second hand heart, for the hearts can’t be recycled. 

Never be punctual with a guy. Always try to surprise him with things he don't expect. If he said call me in 5 minutes, call him next day, if he set a date to meet you at 7 then showing up around 8 is a must. Always try to figure out what lays behind or in between his schedule.
 
You’re always the one who sets the rules of your game, so, if things aren't working out so well, don’t give up and hate the player, just change the game.

Try to interfere into his life, get to know where he usually goes when you are not around, what his friends look like and more importantly, see how he addresses you in front of them.

Remember, there’s this thin line between loving and controlling, so make sure on which side your man stands, and if he’s on the wrong side, then you better run girl.

Never wait for him to fulfill your dreams, if he didn't do it the very first time, just inquire him to. 

Always set your requirements list before you jump in, know what you want out of this relationship, and most importantly, know what HE wants out of the relationship.

Please note, guys are normally looking for 2 kinds of girls, the one he take her out and show her off to his friends, and the one he introduce to his family and takes her home. 

Asking him about his short-term and long-term goals will simply tell you if he has a plan for you, if you're actually involved in his future or you're just a passing by figure. 

Introduce yourself to his dreams and try being his ladder to make them true, he better get them through you than without you, or through someone else.

Semi-finally, just please remember, there’s nothing like a “Perfect Man”, you got to accept him with his flaws, and put his flaws first, just learn how to intellectually compromise.

Finally, if you had the feeling that none of these tips is working for you, just follow your own instincts, listen to your heart and believe me it will magically work.

Friday, December 19, 2014

زيك


عارف ؟؟ ..
أنا برضي ماشة ..
و قريب كمان ..
زيك ،
لكني ما زيك .. !

إستعدادي هادىء ما عنده صوت ..
بدون وداع .. ودموع
و بدون ووعود ..
برااحة براحة ..
بلملم حاجاتي ..
و بستف فيها ..
زيك ..
لكني برضي ما زيك !

شنطي ما مليتها هدوم ،
و عطور وورق ..
أبداً ..
مع إنه حاجاتك كتيرة ..
بس،
أنا شنطي أكبر،
و أتقل .. !!

ما تستغرب ..
وأسألني ليه !
لأنها فيها كل الحاجات الإنت حتخليها وراك ..
أيوه .. كل الحاجات الما هاماك ..
حأشيلها معاي ..
كل الأحاسيس الحلوة،
و الأيام ..
كل الذكريات البيناتنا ..
و الأحلام ..
أيوه ! كل الهتش و الكرور دا ..
حأشيله معاي .. !!
و حأمشي ..
زيك ،
لكني برضي ما زيك .. !!

حأشيل معاي قصصنا،
و كل الكلام ..
كل كلامنا عن بكرا ،
و بكرا تفتكر جاي ؟
غايتو ،
كان جا ولا ما جا ..
برضو حأشيلو معاي .. !!

هي! و قربت أنسى ..
الوعود .. !!
حتى لما وعدتني بأنك حتعود ..
ما مشكلة لو نسيتها ..
حأشيل معاي كل الورود !
و أسماء أولادنا ..
وبيتنا الكبير ..
كل أماني الفرح ..
و أيام زمان ..
شفت !
مش قلت ليك حاجاتي أكتر من حاجاتك ؟؟!

و طبعاً بما إنك ما حتفقده،
برضو حأشيل حبي ليك ..
حاكرفسه و أطبقه ،
و أكتب عليه "كان قابل للكسر" ..
أكيد حأدفع فيه وزن إضافي ..
بس ما مشكلة ..
برضي ما حأخليه وراي !

و عارف في ركن شنطتي هناااك في شنو ؟
أيوه في الركن داك ..
كدى عاين كويس ..
أها .. دى ضحكتك ..
معقولة فاكرني حأخليها وراي ؟
طيب عارف حأرسم عيونك وين ؟
طبعاً غلبك الجواب ..
حأرسمها هناااك فوووق ،
جوه السحاب ..
تديني دافع أمل كل ما يطول الغياب ..
و كل ما أتذكرك ..
و أقول أجيك ..
و فجأة تصدمني حقيقة إنك مشيت ..
و إني كمان برضي مشيت ..

عارف إني ماشة بعيد ؟؟
زيك ..
لكني برضى ما زيك ..
ماشة بعيد وأنا في مكاني ..
أصلي ما حأغير عنواني ..
حأفضل أنا ..
بس ما زي ما أنا ..

زيك ..

لكني ما زيك !!

Thursday, December 11, 2014

A place called here !


Starts with a smile,
And ends with a goodbye hand shake !
Usually,
It goes like this !
He says he’s leaving ..
Leaving soon,
Leaving the place where I belong,
Leaving  here ..

Happily, excitedly, packing,
To leave here for good,
Forgetting that “here” includes me as well ... !!!

He’s planning,
A plan for 1,
I don’t fit in his plans ..
Not in his future ..
I wished him luck ..
I crossed my fingers for his dreams to come true ..
Seeing those teeth behind his sunshine smile worth a lot,
Means so much,
I'm ready to sacrifice everything to see it, 
Even seeing his face every morning .. !!!

But, it just stroke me that,
Perhaps, perhaps, 
His dreams can't stretch to contain 2 ..

I told him to fly,
High .. and high ..
Go fulfill your heart ..
Go show them what you’re capable of ..
And me,
I’ll always cover your back ..
I’ll support you,
From here ..
From this very place that pushed you away,
The place that kicked you out,
From a place ..
Called here !!!!


Red Flags !

Something is happening ..
I can feel it
I feel strange, I feel weird ..
Heart pumping so fast,
A 24 hours wide smile ..
I started listening to songs I never imagined liking ..
And most of all,
I AM HAPPY !
I started to look forward for tomorrow,
And many tomorrows to come ..
My whole Climate is changed,
And it keeps on changing,

Day after day ..
For no reason, or maybe there’s some ..
I can’t tell ..
It’s just happening
Happening so fast that I stopped counting,
I stopped wondering and thinking,
I’m just letting it happen ..
Despite all the warnings,
The voices in my head that telling me to stop..
I just ignore,
I paint all those red flags with different colours,
And decide to take the risk,
to enjoy it as long as it’s here
As long as he’s here .. !!!

I started to wait by the phone,
I wait .. and wait,
Then my heart skips a beat,
once I see his name on my screen ..
then, no matter what plans I have, no matter who I’m with…
Everything can wait, could be pushed aside ..
Because, for a short while,
For a limited time that I know will soon reach an end,
Those precious little short moments of mine,
are fully dedicated to him .. only him .. :!:

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Horoscope

It’s the day of mini smiles that warm your heart
It’s the day of sweet compliments that make your day counts ..
It’s the day when everything makes you grateful, for your own existence ..
And theirs ..

When you look around, reviewing, and all you can see is your life opening up
Opening so many doors ..
But, with life remaining busy and so many other distractions you have to deal with ..
You realize, this will never be through ..
In fact, everything has just started ..

Don’t let the temptations drag you their way ..
Don’t go floating alone, away from what really matters ..
and who really matters …
Their time is now !
Soon, you’ll realize the power of “We”..
When “Our” is dragged between “His” and “Mine” ..
Time won’t be your precious property anymore ..
When your all valuable moments should be –happily- awarded to them ..
You’re so full of enthusiasm, happiness ..
Your smile will almost tear up your face …
But, you don’t care ..
You’ve made it halfway –successfully- alone ..
You believe in yourself,
You know you can do the other remaining half too..
And even better ..
But, don’t let your ego fool you ..
Would you enjoy celebrating your success alone too ?
They won’t be around to clap along ..


Believe in the impossible !
Matters of the heart need your support ..
You can’t stop thinking of how hard it will be to hide behind your excuses,
Your expectations will feel more like wishful thinking.

Find Balance !
Find a balance between work and play ..
Between your personal and relationship needs..
Between your needs and everyone else's needs as well..

Be Confident !
You should be ready for what comes next ..
With the love gods declaring that this is just a stepping stone for something much bigger ..
While your biggest and most empowering romantic chapter in 3 decades won't kick off until Christmas Eve

Get a sense of what's possible !

And,
Twitter along with your Squadron !


Thursday, October 9, 2014

و لو من بعد حين


كوب قهوة،
هاتف ورقم ..
ذكرى وقلم ..
ليل حالك ونجوم خبأها الألم..

ضفائر شعر سودانية..
سجاد ، ووسائد مرمية..
و مسحة غبار منسية..

 نصف قلب ،
و دقائق عابرة ..
لقاء نيلان ،
و دخان سيجارة مطفية ..
ورود ذابلة ،
و جريدة مطوية ..

و فى وسط كل هذا
تحلم هي ..
ليست حزينة
و قطعاً ، ليست وحيدة
فقط ينقصها هو ... !!!

قمرها ساطع ،
و لكن تحجبه سحب ..
صدى الهدوء يكاد يصيبها بالجنون ..
لا يهم اين الجميع ،
المهم أنهم ذهبوا ..

كل ما لديها علبة كبريت صغيرة ..
بها قليل من الذكرى ،
و الكبرياء ..

خربشات على جدران غرفتها
بلغات غير مفهومة ..
رسومات و دموع ..

لا يمكن التعود على شيء
فالكل ما يلبث أن يتغير ..
حتى الحجارة تتكسر ..
و الأضواء يخف بريقها ..
و يذهب هو .. !!

و عود و أعذار ..
كل شئ لديها مؤجل ،
و هي تختار ..
حياة في قائمة الإنتظار ..

أثاث من خشب ،
و بيت من طين ..
نيل ،
و صغار نجوم تائهين ..
 باب موارب ،
طرقه الحنين ..
و خصلات من الشيب ،
تغطي الجبين ..


حتماً سيعود ،
و لو من بعد حين ..