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Destiny

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He wants me to describe him to you...

and here I'm going to let you know...

Handsome...Gentel..like a wave he moves..,

Has got an angel eyes take you wherever he loves

His sweet smile...like the morning smiles to you

His voice...His singing...like a bird talks and chat with you

His lovely soul rose me high...and took me slow

But that's not why I loved him...you want know??

When he let me feel something I cant see

His weakness towards me...his missing to me

When I found in his words kindness which made me free

Then his looks called me...they really took me

When I discovered love and passion in his eyes

When you are thirsty wait,you will drink from his nights

When he hold you tight taking all your fears

When he whisper a "Good Night"...right in your ears

When you feel safety while you holding his arm

When he take you so close...doing you no harm

I wish if your eyes and heart were in the place of mine

If you could feel what I felt...we can go back in time

Then you may be able to believe me…

Reminiscence

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Im living on a reminiscence was between us long ago..


and calling high "where are you"??


Do you know when Im beside you what I feel ??


when Im looking to your eyes what I need to say real ??


....how beautiful is the world when Im with you


Oh,my every thing I love you


Do you remember when we firstly met??


and when you broke what was built...


Can you remember our first call ??


and when you through me into the wall!!


I cant forget how you used to look at me..


and now you really cant recognize me


I miss when you be at morning waiting for me


but now I looked for you every where,and I cant see


I will remember you..till I die


please remember me..and dont let your life pass you by


If it was without memories of me & you..


when you smile at the sun..so beautiful as you do


Im so tired..cant see


standing at the edges of a memory


Every time I see you I want to shout..


babe,there is alot of things you dont know about


I dont want to let go..


just need you to know..


when we are together..


I hope that we never b…

I Know

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Its really sad,but its true
they cant see you as I do
they are always searching for reasons to make you apart
because they never reached your heart
But I Know
When you smile how life be
& how it feels when its just you & me
it doesnt matter what people want to see
I will stay with you as I want..Im free
Because I Know
You are an angel came from the sky
rising all my standers high
I cant tell what changes in my world you have done
so please...dont ask me to pick one
And I Know
When you are stepping where you know your heart is going to be broken
but you never give up..or give a chance to be mistaken
you are made of light to help people go through
just if they could really know you
Also I Know
How when your babe soul is always in pain
and you always make it and smile again
but why when you always being mentioned
they keep saying you are different
but they never knew whats the meaning to be you
and the world treat them as they do
hope if they could once know its not a crime
if you cant be effected by time
T…

What Im Gonna Tell Her????

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She wanted me to tell her all my feelings

all my problems and all my seetings


So can I do it and tell her all of that??


about how my life crashed and my broken heart?


How I used to feel pain and cry at night


how I needed him only to stay by my side


how I cant do anything but sit to remember


what happened at that time and what is in december


Howit felt at my first time I fall in love


and when he said "rose,thats enough"


how I wanted to kill him then I said "NO"


cause he is the first and the last I told him I love you


how it was when he first called and she picked up


and how she struggled with us to make us stop


then when I tried to get him back and fix it


with some letters in my bag and she caught it


can I tell her how much I hated her at that time?


cause she made me love like doing a crime


then when I found a chance to meet him and with me she went


and kept looking around like a message not sent


then I began to survive just to forget


so I let all my dreams with him and left


but im needi…

TAITANIC

Your Right...

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Jack....

I need you because I dont want you to loose..

I was there infront of your eyes..and you couldnt choose..

But whatever I did..you are my real love..

Which I believe that God sent it to me..from above..

Cause no matter how hard I tried to survive..

I cant live without you in my life..

People are talking about us all the time..

And looking at me like I have done a crime..

They say you are not honest..your love is not true

I tell them beside that Im loving you..

Once...I dreamed about you in a holley night..

You were in a shape of white & strong light..

You kept saying "I need you,dont go"

So I did...why??..I dont know

Now I just compaired that with the reality..

And I found it a dream of a bad quality..

So dear..now I will wait for God to make me forget you..

But till then I will be always behind you..

Never will let anything hurt you or make you sad..

So,if anything happened..or someone treated you bad..

You will know when you wake up to find all is gone..

You will rememeber that what …

Orange and Black

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Did you hear it....or should I say again
Are you sure you heard me right??....
cause I will do you no pain
Your eyes had taken me from my world to be with you..
And always my heart pushing me to say "I miss you"..
But my babe soul is afraid from knowing you are not for me..
when nothing can let you stay....you are free!!
But your eyes are a diamond windows of a golden heart..
Always telling mine"we should never be apart"
Baby,you are for my dark life a deep light..
You are the reason I stay awake at night..
I know its really true,when you are so near..
And Im shouting so high.."where are you dear"..
Im afraid that my heart suffers like that again or more..
Then I live all my coming days like that for certain sure..
Who can replace my heart the second I met you..
And what is the taste of life if it became without you..
Can you tell me why my pain for you is nothing..
And days went and Im missing your face every morning..
Days..I dont know why they went so fast..
And im still …

Just For U

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To my babe....
Whenever you feel lonely,
Whenever you feel sad,
Whenever time hit you roughly,
When people treat you bad,
Wherever you are,
Whenever you feel pain,
When you are in a trouble,
When you think you wont live again,
When people br mean to you,
When darkness want to get you,
When you dont know who,
When you dont know what to do,
When you are confused how to let them know,
When someone loves you just for show,
When your degrees numbers get low,
When you want to do something and you know you cant do so,
When your heart tell you to stay but you go,
When you cant choose one of two,
When you regret something you didnt do,
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Then when you feel happy,
When you smile,
When you tell a joke,
When you change your style,
When a beautiful girl love you,
When your dream comes true,
When you succeed in your exam,
When you watch a baby grow,
When you sleep peacfully at night,
When you see the morning light,
When you get a new friend,
When you see a star,
When your message be sent,
When your troubles be far,
When you smell…

Im SOrry

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Sorry...
Every time I do it..will be sorry
Cause I really used to do it..Im sorry
Baby,every time I look to your eyes I will be so sorry
Boy I used to look to your eyes every time in every day
& I didnt used to hear it when you say..
"Girl why you looking to my eyes Im not yours"
Why...why I cant just to choose??
Cause everytime in everynight I dream about you..
& baby,all that is really true!!
You just give me one chance to fix it.
& I promise you boy you wont regret it
Just give me time to be with you..
& I wont ask you about what or who!!
I will keep my jealousy in my heart..
& I wont let any problem start
I really miss seeing you smiling on my face..
Cause you know for me it cant replace!
I need your love baby..I need you with me
Cause that will give me strength and make me happy
So please dont leave me alone..I beg you dont go..
I really dont know without you what can I do!!
Just forgive me...
for all I have done to you...
Im sorry!!!

Meeting God

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Almost every day..I see the same face
on a broken picture tabe..for people in race
If you could see your self..
you put you on a shelf!!
Today I will play the part of none parent..
not making a hundred rules...
for you to know your self
Not lying to make you believe..
whats evil is making love
and making friends..and meeting God!!
You are alone in a way..
the right way..
to see..to bleed..
Cant be taught in turn..
You are pushing us to return!
We stand alone..
The truth in right and wrong
The boundaries of law..
You seem to miss the point..
arresting for a joint??
Why hundreds of people die?
You are writing tickits man
my mum got jumped...,
they ran!!
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Now I will play a public servant.
to serve and protect..,
by the law and the state
I would bust the punks that rape..steal and murder.
and I will leave you to be..
If you crossed me,
I would shake your hand like a man..not a God!
Come meet your maker boy..
some things you cant enjoy
because of heaven and hell..
He is watching..say your prayrs,
because G…

Please

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May I dont know whats your name...
but im sure we are not the same
cause I could see your heart...
which want us to be apart
It didnt take much time to find...
what you really keeps inside!!
It doesnt matter what you say..
cause I know you wont stay
And I really hated that...
to love a boy who treats me bad
But baby you got a face...
Never,never I cant replace
What I can say or do...
to let you really know
When you be broken how you feel?!
then when you start to live again...its so real
I dont know what I mean to you...
but you are my whole life..that what I know
And baby you are so sweet..
when you say "I love you girl"..how my heart beat
I cant forget your silky touch..
or your shiny eyes..thats so much
How you want me now to break it??
Dear,dear I just cant take it
You never know when every thing isnt true..
and your hopes are really few
When you think you wont be the same again..
and an angel come to take your pain
You are my angel which came from the sky
and I never knew angels lie!!!!
Just let me o…