Showing posts from October, 2017
Sleepless .. anxious .. scared ..
Last night, it happened again!
Counting stars ..
Nightmares haunting me .. or were they a reality ??

Overpowered by my dark thoughts ..
Synced with fears .. Aligned with my loneliness .. And rooted with his tears.

Waking up to an empty place .. Where no one knows me .. Lonely .. Nurturing on a memory .. Losing sense of time .. Unaware how far to go.

Secrets ? Feel like slowly dying .. Letting it wash me over .. Unsteady on my own feet .. Revealing my heart's mystery ..

Breathing .. Inhaling and forgetting to exhale .. My blood is freezing ..
Healing ? It’s a bit terrifying .. Could replace pain instantly.

Where would we be without tomorrows? What we’d have instead are todays. And if that was the case, with you, I’d hope for the longest day for today.  I’d fill today with you, doing everything I’ve ever loved. I’d laugh, I’d talk, I’d listen and learn, I’d love, I’d love, I’d love. I’d make every day today and spend them all with you,

and I’d never worry about tomorrow, when I wouldn’t be with you. And when that dreaded tomorrow comes for us, please know that I didn’t want to leave you, or be left behind... that every single moment spent with you were the best times in my life.
Cecelia Ahern, How to Fall in Love

I know I have promised you to never say this, Actually, I promised you to never even feel it, Or feel the need to say it ..
But now, After all I've been through .. I just can't, I can't hold it in anymore ..
I miss you .. !!
My mornings miss you the most ..
My morning hibiscus tea miss you too .. The tea lady .. or as you call her "Mama tea" ..
Our corner, Our tree, The small benches,
The street, and our whole neighborhood ..
They all miss you ..
They all miss us, And I do too .. !!
March. 2015