Throughout A Life

When I knew.. I Couldn't believe it's you.. I was so confused..Don't know what to do.. Would I even receive an invitation from you..??! And unless..Should I go..?? ***** I put on my cool stuff like the day was mine.. My heart beating so fast..nothing seem to be fine.. My makeup was so simple..and I didn't care.. I just wanted to see you..and tell you it's not fair.. Cause you didn't choose me to share..!! ***** When I entered that big lighting hall.. Wondering should I have a seat? Or just stand by the wall..?! My teary eyes looking everywhere.. Everyone was asking "How Could She Dare"..?? Uh..I could see "Indian" passing me through.. That's "Spy Hard", and your sister with her kids too ..!! Your young cousins were so spread.. I Know I was just looking like dead.. "Ugly Face" was trying to look pretty as much as she can.. I just couldn't believe that I'm standing on the wedding of my man..!! ***** I could see a...

ن كنتَ صديقي.. ساعِدني.. كَي أرحَلَ عَنك..! أو كُنتَ حبيبي.. ساعِدني.. كَي أُشفى منك..! لو أنِّي أعرِفُ أنَّ الحُبَّ خطيرٌ جِدَّاً.. ما أحببتْ... لو أنِّي أعرفُ.. أنَّ البَحرَ عميقٌ جِداً.. ما أبحرتْ... لو أنِّي أعرفُ خاتمتي.. ما كنتُ بَدأتْ...! * إشتقتُ إليكَ فعلِّمني.. أن لا أشتاقْ..! علِّمني.. كيفَ أقُصُّ جذورَ هواكَ.. من الأعماقْ... علِّمني.. كيف تموتُ الدمعة.. في الأحداقْ... علِّمني.. كيفَ يموتُ القلبُ.. وتنتحرُ الأشواقْ... * إن كنتَ نبيّاً.. خلصني من هذا السحرْ... من هذا الكفرْ... حبّكَ كالكفر.. فطهِّرني.. من هذا الكفرْ... إن كنتَ قويَّاً.. أخرجني.. من هذا اليَمّ.. فأنا لا أعرفُ فنَّ العومْ..! * الموجُ الأزرقُ في عينيك.. يُجرجِرُني نحوَ الأعمقْ..! أزرقْ.. أزرقْ.. لا شيءَ سوى اللون الأزرقْ..! وأنا ما عندي تجربةٌ.. في الحُبِّ .. ولا عندي زَورَق..! إن كُنتُ أعزُّ عليكَ فَخُذ بيديَّ.. فأنا عاشِقَةٌ من رأسي حتَّى قَدَمَيَّ!!! إني لأتنفَّسُ تحتَ الماء.. إنّي أغرقْ.. أغرقْ.. أغرقْ...

Whenever I hold U tight... When I tell U " it's gonna be alright "... When everytime U look and find me there... Then when I whisper " I LOVE U DEAR "... When U look into my eyes,,seeing its true... That I'll always be the woman of U.... Baby,,Whenever U feel my touch... And when I scream " I need U so much "... When I call U every minute to make sure U're ok... Just when I express my love into every single way... Sweety,,When U rest on my heart at night... Do U still think of me when we turn off the light..?????? Am I the Queen of Ur dreams,,always in Ur head...???! Or do U wish if it was her....Instead??!! When U stare at me and Ur eyes never wink.. Can U tell me about which one U think..??!! How could I be the one holding Ur hand..?? And Ur soul is away with her..I can't understand...!!!!!!! Baby,when U gaze in the space,,,making no sound.. Do U really wish if she could be the one around..??? Do U want her to be in my place..??!! When U ...

We're the best of friends as we used to.. Always reading my mind & what passes through.. BUT.. I think I'm falling for you.. And you should never know.. I wont tell you,, Cause I don't want you to go.. I'll keep my secret,,'ll never let it show You'll never catch me stairing at you.. Never 'll feel my body tremble while I'm beside you.. Or even hear my heart beating just for you.. Never 'll see the joy that I feel whenever I see you.. Or the love that I'm hiding from you.. You'll never hear me whisper how much I miss you.. Just B'coz you should never know..!! You're my best friend..& like that I'm gonna keep you.. To be a friend & just a "sis" thats what I'm going to.. Cause I don't wanna loose you..!!!! I'll force my self to get over you.. I'll get it done..& my heart 'll pass it through.. And in no time I'll be back to the one you used to know.. And you wont feel a change..Cause ...

Posted on my life & across my memory.. Someone 'll always be written on my history.. He just has to be there, When I check out the clock... Then I hear that voice, When the secrets lock.. Whatever happens,,Whatever it takes Always reminding me of my unforgiven mistakes..!! Sometimes when I look for I never find.. It leads me to wonder if I turned blind.. But just I know when I hear that sound, That he's there..& 'll always be around..!! So scary when you look..So kind when you feel With a gentle touch makes all your pain heal..!! So sweet in sometimes..Sometimes he's not.. I hate him sometimes,,while in the most I miss him alot.. Someone has whole the world in the palm of his hand But never cared about..I don't understand.. He was my dear & 'll be Just someone for sure is made for me Wherever he's I know we wont be apart.. Cause we're always linked heart to heart.. I don't know where you live now..Or where did you go.. But I'll always...

Do I need U..?? Of course I dO!! Sweety, I lOve U sO bad.. U're my One,,U didn't knOw that?? U're the One..dOn't ask me whO.. Just maKe me sure that drEams do come trUe..!! BUT fOr U I'm jUst A friend.. Who is gOing to stay this way till the end..!!!! I dunnO why..?! Always my heart leads me tO cry.. I had enough tears..ENOUGH being sad.. & really U're driving me mad..!! It has tO be shaken.. The bOnd of sister & brother must bE brOken..!! I dunnO hOw..?! Or why did I fall fOr U nOw.. AlOt Of Questions I can't explain I jUst dOn't wanna bE hUrt again.. It jUst happend..against my will.. I swear I tried to fight back..I can't tell U're taking me to heaven every time U stare.. & Ur wOrds take me tO....I dunnO where!!!!!!! SO please..can U bE mine..??!! Can U make mE feel like everything'll be jUst fine?! I knOw that's too much..& I'm asking alOt But I can't stOp these feelings...As U can't stOp being HOT..!!☺☺

Every sun rise..any water fall.. Any teary eyes..Every single soul.. Anything clear..& some of what people hide.. Every single dream that I keep inside..!! Every empty space.. All reminds me that I've no one..no place Even my dearest memories are gone.. Taking with them every thing I was hanging on..! BUT NO.. I'm not alone..You should know I'm just a girl who has a heart like a rock.. & its melting with every TIK from the clock..!! Just someone who is surrounded by fools.. & used to break all the rules..!! EVERYDAY.. & every second..in every way.. All are just the same Don't point your finger,,I wont take any blame.. Just give me time & you'll see.. That not only you interesting in me..!! I've multi-choises & I've to choose.. So sunshine, be careful not to loose.. Now..I can't promise you.. I've nothing to give..Or to do..!! I'm just a girl from forests who wants to stay.. & you gonna meet me there..everyday..!!!