Breaking Promises

Paper birds and paper promises
Both fly away some time ...
Breaking glass cages ...
And breaking my stone heart ...

Please be careful.

Because my ribs are cracking and my hair is fraying..
I don't like to be left alone ...
When my lips are trying because my arms stop holding..
I'm as fragile as my bones ...

Water crashes around me ..
And flows in through my ears ..
My skull fills up with sea ..
And out come all my fears ..

Crying girl he makes me obvious ..
Words walk their legs away ..
Crushing small pieces ..
Taking all my thoughts apart ..

Cigarette smoke rises and coils ..
Blocks your face from me ..
Anyone can look at us ..
And see cracks in between ... !!!

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Don't listen ...
Don't listen to what I say ...
It makes no difference if you do ,
It won't matter anyway ...
Everything I say and do ,
Is done to cause you pain ...
But you don't seem to get it ,
You just choose to remain ...

I am breaking promises !!!
To you all over again
I leave behind me !!!
A list of all my sins
I am breaking faith !!!
It is my intention to deceive
And I don't care what it does to you ,
I'm doing it for me ... !!!

You are so optimistic ,
So very unrealistic ...
You think that if you pray ,
You can make me change ...
And so I play with your mind ,
It helps to pass the time ...
You keep looking for truth ,
That you will never find ...!!!

You ask me to search my soul ,
But I don't think you know ,
That I don't have one