Throughout A Life

IM CHANGed ... Look at me, I'm writing a poem here .. You have changed me, that’s why I fear .. I am afraid of what I will be .. When I know I am another me .. You made me how I am today .. What am I when you are away ? Will I turn into the girl I used to be ? Or will I be another me ? I don’t want to change cause this is the real me .. Keep me from the misery .. Stay close, don’t let me fall .. Cause you’re the one, the best of all .. I must say you are the only one that saw the real me .. I wasn’t afraid to show you how I can be .. You saw every good and bad .. And it didn’t make you mad .. You understood all the things I have done .. That’s why you are THE ONE.

Today , was when I celebrated loosing you .. I greeted myself over and over , for no more you .. I couldn't believe that its true .. Till today , when I woke up realizing I stopped missing you .. Today , was when I woke up late as everyday .. And rushed everything till I'm on my way .. I didn't realize that you didn't cross my mind .. There were no symptoms of a broken heart you could find .. Today , was when I walked with a huge smile on my face .. I was feeling so high more than usual , thinking what a grace .. I managed to attend all my calsses and even pay my attention .. Everything was so good .. For a better inception .. Today , I was so proud of me .. Everything seemed to be so perfect for this time to be .. Realizing months have gone by .. And I barely remember you , I barely cry .. Today , was when I knew the meaning of forever .. The meaning of needing you forever .. I knew the meaning of being helpless and strong .. Is it legal to erase you from my memory whe