Throughout A Life

After all those years that passed us through .. After all these promises you made me do .. After all these roads that took me away .. Teaching myself how to hate you, everyday .. Living with pain and regret, that I can’t even say .. Everything, just everything ……… Eventually, Lead me back to you !!! Although.. Deep inside, I always knew .. That will never find better than you .. But, I promised to let go .. I promised never ever believing in you .. And I flew .. The darkest clouds, I managed through .. Broke all the chains that connected me to you .. Though it was hard forcing myself to, But I walked a life … Without you !! But I never knew.. With every tear drop or a mistake I do .. Something brings me back to you !! I was lucky .. So lucky for true .. Finding you whenever I needed you .. Offering me a shoulder to lean to .. A hand to hold on to .. Borrowing me a smile .. When I ran off some too .. Just being there ,, was so nice of you ! I knew .. I will never...

You gotta move on … You have to be strong … Tonight … you maybe alone … But, there’s tomorrow … Sure … there’s always tomorrow … When a new day sun rise … Then, you will realize … You made it … To the new world … You made it … Taking your own road … To a new better day … So, you just got to push that thought away … And fall asleep … Yes, so sweet and so deep … Don’t be afraid … You might see some nightmares instead … But you should always believe … That those bad moments … will surly leave !!! It won’t happen overnight … But after a while you will see the light … And then you will realize it’s all gone … With no more tears to be shown !!!

Coincidence, lead me to you .. Destiny, showed us what to do .. And I liked … Liked the way you appeared … From nowhere … Daring anything I’ve feared … So angel like .. is it a disguise ?? You’re not like the other guys … Just being who you’re … You filled every empty box in my dreams bar … I’m really thankful for having you … Making every single wish I had come true … !!! But .. You didn’t know … I’m full of scars that I cannot show … So drunk from my mistake … Giving some promises that I cannot make … And they promised to never cause me pain … How could I let this happen to me again ??? Something held me away in that star … I swore myself, will never let it get that far … They killed my trust child … Taught me how to push my heart aside … How to act like alive … Most of all, they taught me how to hate life !!! I just wanted to leave … Falling down like the last autumn leaf … And before I reached the floor … Your hands pulled me to the happiness store !!! Thank Allah for sending you n...

And again .. NO !!!!!!!! This time I will let go … It’s time to say STOP … Nothing is going the way I hope … I need to say ENOUGH … I’m done falling in love … I won’t trust anyone … No one can take me for fun … And NO !!! No, this is just ain’t for me .. I deserve better … better has to be … Will never answer that call … No more tear drops will fall … I’M DONE !! I’m not giving my trust to someone who’ll soon run … NO, I will walk alone a mile … Finding a million reasons to smile … Will never look back again … Will never have a chain … If I could stand up and scream “NO” high … I know it will reach the sky … I will be the greatest single soul … If I could say “NO” ….. After all !!!!