Throughout A Life

I've dialed your number , Half a thousand times ... Hoping just to hear your voice , On the other end of the line ... I never had the courage , To finally make that call ... I've been missing you so much , Have you been missing me at all ... ??!! I need you here now , More than ever before ... Cause if you're not by my side , Then tell me what is worth living for ... ??? I never had the courage , To tell you how I feel ... But , honestly I've always loved you , And promise I always will ... You took your time , Answering me that night ... And every second wasted , I'm here holding on for life ... And With every breath I take , I pray you're fine ... That I'm the girl , You can get of your mind .... !!!

When All The Clouds Darken Up ... The SkyWay ... There's a RainBow HighWay , To Be Found ... Leading From your WindowPane ... Just a Step Beyond The Rain ... SomeWhere Over The RainBow Way ... Up High , There's a Land ... That I Heard Of Once , In a Lullaby ... SomeWhere Over The RainBow ... Skies Are Blue ... And The Dreams , That You Dare To Dream , Really Do Come True ... SomeDay , I 'll Wish Upon a Star ... And Wake Up , Where The Clouds Are Far Behind Me , Yes , So Far ... Where Troubles Melt Like Lemon Drops ... Away Above , The Chimney Tops ... That's Where You 'll Find Me ... SomeWhere , Over The RainBow , Pink Birds Fly ... Over The RainBow ... Then WHY .. ?? OH , Oh Why Why Can't I .. ???!!! If Happy LittLe Pink Birds Fly , Beyond The RainBow ... Why , Oh Why , Can't I .... ???

I just realized there'll be no more you .. It's really weird how I could let go .. I'm trying to force myself to forget .. A broken pride feel , that you 'll never get ... Hoping time 'll give me , a better day ... When I finally drink all your memories away ... !!! There's so much that I didn't say .. And how am I supposed to stay .. ???!!!!!!!! When you already choosed your way .. !! My hero , you were always that far away ... !!! But , Re-thinking my decision again and again ... Counting my total lost , including the pain .. Trying to heal my pain a little at a time .. But , never could get that picture of my mind .. I really found myself the looser of this game .. There's so many gabs in my life , were filled by your name ... !!! WHO ... ?!! Who 'll ever replace you .. ?? Who can show me what to do .. ?? Who can give me courage to go through .. ?? Just Who , Who and who .. ??!!! Who 'll be with me with no delay .. ?? Who 'll love to hear ...