Throughout A Life

W hat if I was a different girl which you like..?? What if I learned how to ride a bike..?? What if I didn't ignore you or feel shy..?? What if I always shake your hands with a "HI"..?? What if I didn't listen to a word they say..?? What if I called you at home everyday..?? What if I could tell you for all you did "THANK YOU"..?? What if I replied you once with "LOVE YOU TOO"..?? What if I didn't let 4 years pass us through..?? What if I told you I really care about you..?? What if I faced you with the truth that I hate your family..?? and that I talk with your brothers daily..?? What if I could explain I did all of that just for you..?? What if you could forgive me and I forgive you..?? What if I told you that I know about your cheating..?? and that I knew this girl will leave you bleeding..?? and that I'm so mad about that..?? What if I told about us my mum and dad..?? What if I was looking like the one who took your heart..?? What if I f...

When I lay back at night and I turn off my orange light Then right before I close my eyes it comes to my mind to realize that I'm the reason why you went and what I said I didnt meant I know you wont come back to me but i wish if you just could see I know I have done you a wrong but baby I thought our love is strong Nothing can worth what we had and I can love you more than that I know you wont come back you really made this time and left me...jack But why I cant do anything or say to let you know I regret that everyday I know you hated my doubts and questions but baby..we never judge any one by what he mentions I wanted to show you that I need you here you were my every thing..my dear I know that I'm out of your heart..and that's is fine hope you know forever you are in mine I just miss you.. I miss you baby so much I miss your eyes and touch I miss your whisper and smile,too I miss the perfume you used to put on you I miss the way you put your hands in your pockets as you...